Remember I said I was going back to the Italian Restaurant? HAHAHA YES I WENT BACK. On Sunday with Priscilla. I GORGED MYSELF. LOLOOLOL. JUST LOOK AT HOW MUCH FOOD WE ORDERED.

I hope I'm making you hungry.

THE PIZZA WAS DAMNNNNN GOOD. ALMOST LIKE PIZZA HUT'S! Definitely worth the price, cause it's bigger than Pizza Hut's small pan pizza! The steak was bad though.

Crazy bitch. Took so much pics of me. LOL.

So that pig wanted to go shopping. Headed to Summerset 313. Then walked to Orchard. After Orchard, FEP. OMG BOUGHT BAG SOOO PRETTY.


Home at 7pm plus. :)

Yesterday,

FEP, Bugis and Peninsula with Huiling. Bought another bag and 2 dresses. :)

I decided to do this since I don't have much to blog. I didn't complete it anyway too. Gonna do it all at once. :)


DONE HERE.


DONE HERE.

I love my parents. Even though they make me cry, angry and sad. Mum is strong, she worked hard to provide for us. Even if she was sick and tired. Dad is good to us too. Even though we're not rich, we're happy. That's enough. :) I just wanna say, I know sometimes I'm bad, I've made you both angry. But I care for you both a lot ok! I don't do bad things that make you upset. I don't and I won't. Thanks for taking care of me and bro. Even though you're so old. So tired. My heart aches whenever I see you both get cuts and get hurt when you come back from work. I wished I could help when you both feel stressed about money problems. But I'm still young. Few more years okay! Will have job by then. Thanks a million for taking care of us. I LOVE YOU BOTH. ♥

LOL. I remember how my brother treated me when I was young. Threw me on the bed, wrestle me, put chewing gun on my hair and I ended up cutting it, pulled my hair, wake me up everyday from bed when I was sleeping, had to buy food for him everyday, got scolded by him when I scalded my hand while making him a drink he wanted me to make, etc etc etc. SOOOO MUCH. LIFE WAS HELLLLLL IN THE PAST.

But there was good times. We watched wrestling together. OMG THERE WAS A YEAR WE COUNTDOWN TOGETHER TO A NEW YEAR! Together with Baby (our favourite bunny) and other soft toys. LOLOOOLOL. We had party hats and all! AWW SO FUN!!

Years just go by so quickly, we've all grown up!!

I wouldn't really say I'm close to my brother. SOMETIMES I JUST HATE HIM SO MUCH. Cause I'm younger he bullies me all the time. Have to let him use com whenever he wants to, he doesn't know or want to do anything so I have to do everything. ARGH!!!

BUT I STILL LOVE HIM. CAUSE HE'S MY BRO. MY FAMILY~! ^^

My dreams? Which kind of dreams? Haha.

If it's the kind when we're sleeping, then

Now it's the kind of "dreams and goals". When I was young, I wanted to be a lawyer. Then maybe an artist. Or a chef? HAHA.

But right now, I don't have any dreams or goals. Yes I know I sound like a loser. You guys must be thinking, "WTF NO DREAMS OR GOALS!?!!? Where you gonna get to in the future!?" But we only got one chance to live. Why must we plan this and that? I don't know but that's just what I think. I don't like to have any dreams or goals anyway. I like it to go just the way it is. Haha. So yup I think that's all about my dreams.

A stranger. It's kinda funny, how we get to know people.

We start as acquaintances, then to friends, and best friends. Or maybe lovers. Some go from lovers, all the way back to strangers. Some stay the same. And I wanna say that I'm thankful that I met wonderful people in my life. And we started as strangers.

I have absolutely nothing to write about this. I haven't been in a relationship for 1 year and 5 months! I forgot all about love!

I shall combine it all together since it's for this one person. I met him on the net where he added me on MSN. He's from Sweden. Freaking far away! No he's not my boyfriend, lol. Yes he's someone I wish I could meet. :) Might never be possible. Who knows? So I'm god damned thankful for the person who created MSN and webcams. x) Yes he's someone I don’t talk to as much as I’d like to. Cause he has to work. SG is 6 hours later than the time in his country, even harder to wait for him to online during school time. We can't text each other. We've drifted cause I haven't seen him online for such a long time. I waited everyday. :( No doubt he's the person I miss the most. And he's obviously someone that's not in my country. But I've never regretted knowing him. And I thank God for that. LOL SHIT THIS IS GETTING SO MUSHY AND CHEESY.

It's both my grandfathers. They're my only relatives that passed away.

My grandfather from my father's side passed away when I was only 2. Not much contact with him. I don't remember anything at all too. Precisely cause there isn't much contact, I would like to talk to him and get to know him better. But what's gone is gone.

My grandfather from my mum's side passed away this year. Man it was sad. Cause he was alive till this year, we had memories, even though we aren't close. He had diabetes when he was still alive. He had to poke needles in his tummy everyday and I watched him. So heartbreaking.

Funny that we humans only cherish and reminiscence when people are gone.

This, it's gotta be the teachers at school.

I swear they caused me a lot of pain. And I hate them to the core.

I gained so much stress. I even thought I would go crazy some day actually. LOL. Don't wish to talk about anything regarding school. Next!

No one actually.

She's Aminah. My neighbour. I love her! HAHA. I used to play with her everyday. Eat ketupat with her when it's Hari Raya. Her Mum would treat us to cookies that she made. We exchanged stickers everyday. We played Barbie everyday in my room. We played librarian too. I miss my childhood. But she's gone, moved to another place. FUCKING SAD.

Nobody. I am me, there's no one else like me. Why would I want to be someone else? :)

Currently... I guess there's nobody. I don't know... :(

To be honest, I'm the heartbreaker lol. And I'm guilty. I'm sorry. I would like to kill myself now.

Strictly speaking, I judge everyone by their first impression. Not gonna lie about it. I mean, who doesn't, right? Ok take this for an example. When you're outside, you see someone who's. Um. ok let's say ugly. Immediately you judge that person, right? I don't know bout you lah, but that's me. Ok. Gonna be so honest about this.

Er, no one? Life's great, no one has broke my heart or anything else. :)

Who? I don't even remember!

Favourite memory? Can it be lots of beautiful memories joined together to be one favourite memory? It's my family members and good friends of course that gave me my favourite memory. :)

No, no one. Or maybe my parents? Other than that I really don't know.

NO ONE. OMG. I'M SUCH A BORING PERSON. ALL NOTHING/NO ONE! :(

Lynn. :) VERY FRIENDLY.

Refer to Day 12.

NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH

I see... A girl, that's been on Earth, living this wonderful life, for currently 14 years going 15, blessed with great family and friends. And I'd like to thank them. Cause my life is AWESOME. Obviously. Cause they're awesome too. HAHAHA.

And lastly, I see, a long way, ahead of me.