That's it. I'm just fucking sick and tired of not being able to get the things that I want. Getting the things that I want is a really simple task to me in the past. I hate year 2009, nothing's been going on smoothly. I mean almost everything. And I hate this. I have to try so hard, so so hard to get what I want. And sometimes eventually in the end, I don't even get it. So I'd just leave it be. But life's going on really hard. I want & need a person to always be there for me. I wanna be a girl without any worries. Everything seems to be out of reach. A few problems with me currently, I want lots of $ to buy all the things I want. I wanna try to get a work with my friends. Seems really hard to get a job. I'll try to if I can. And currently, right now, the thing that I want the most is to get my hair rebonded. I'm gonna save as much $ as I can, I don't care how hard it's gonna be, but I'm gonna get everything that I want. Second thing, and this has kept me wondering for a few months. Can I still survive without my other half? I've been looking on the bright side that I won't die without a boyfriend, and I make sure that I won't. What's so bad about being alone? I have freedom. :) Also, right now, things that I want doesn't comes to me, so I'll just let nature take it's course. I won't go find one, I'll wait till it naturally comes. Life still goes on. Most importantly right now, is to get the things that I want, which is rebonding of hair and all those stuffs that girls want. I wanna look different from now. Sick of my look. -.- That's all that I wanna rant about. Let's start off with today.

1 good news to me, which is,
I got 32/50 for my Science Common Test. Great satisfaction. Thought that I would be failing it. :)
Also, I got 82/100 for my Chinese. And I think it's Common Test. Ain't so sure. Chinese, English & Lit got no common test, so I think it's based on the normal tests. Well that's what everyone says too. lol.

Ok erm, with today. Met Huiling, and then school. Hate Mondays. Maths first lesson. Got back my test paper. 3/15. No surprise. I always fail Maths. Go through papers etc. I get no shit bout what Mrs Soh is talking about. Geography then. I couldn't find my Geography textbook, workbook & file. Only my Geography stuffs seem to be missing. It's at home, and I can't find it. Frustrating. Then hear Miss Lim talk about a lot of things lah. I didn't bring any books, so I just sat there and listened. Recess, ate, assembled at hall, then back to class.

Science lesson. Got back Common Test papers. I beat ChinTeng & Huiling. ^^ As mentioned. Got 32/50. Did corrections, then Chinese lessons. Never do anything much. Just crapped a lot, lols. Then CD lessons. Update the Learning Passport, nothing much. Then at 1.40pm, went out of school to have lunch, cuz having Maths remedial. Had chips. Then back to school. Remedial was boring. Haresh was my teacher for today, haha. He teached me how to do the sums. :)

Released at around 3.15pm bah. Then walked home. With ChinTeng & Huiling. They came to my house to use com. Ok that's it. Bye. :)

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