-- Tuesday, May 19, 2009 ♥
Sealed with a kiss @ 6:07 PM
I've Lost.
Met Huiling today downstairs my house. Went to Mac to buy ice-cream. No change for brother's allowance. -_- Walked to school together.. Then nothing to do lor. So bored. Then had assembly, followed by Maths Paper 1. Lols. Quite easy, but not confident of getting high marks.. Lols. Exam ended at 9.30am. When we went out of class, Me, Chinteng & Huiling got caught by Miss Neo once again... -.- Tomorrow the 3 of us take exams outside class. -.-
Went to Plaza with Huiling, Chinteng & Crystal. Met Ben while walking half way. Then Ben gave me tortoise which he caught in Malaysia! :D I mean the soft-toy one, lol. The others went to the playground, me & Ben went to take coupons for... KFC? Lols. xD Then we sat at playground, watching other kids play. Then suddenly one group of kids come, from the nearby nursery. AHHH THEY'RE SO ADORABLE. :D We kept laughing & laughing. xD
Then around 10.50am, went to KFC. Wait & Wait. The boards change to lunch thingy, chiong go buy. LOL. The Auntie say our actions very fast. xD Ate, then erm. We bought things, slack slack. Chinteng went home. Followed by Crystal. So left the 3 of us. We bused to Rivervale Mall. :D
Bought a elmo ez-link card sticker. And Domokun card holder. Ben & Huiling also bought the same card holder. Then we went to slack... Walked around the whole place. Then Chengyao came... -.- And he did something that totally pissed me off. I didn't talk to him since then. Well, was waiting for Rong Yu to come. The Stamford Raffles, lol. Then we were walking. Huiling was turning around all the time, she didn't saw what was in front. Then she bang dao the wall, LOL. We kept laughing, damn funny. She say is her file bang dao, lmao. After that, we bused down to Hougang Mall.
Slacked around. Chengyao don't know go where. -.- Then we went to Popular etc etc. That moment was... ah. Idk how to explain. Well then, after everything, it was like about 5pm alr? Lols.. After that bused home with Ben & Rong yu.
So many things are happening in such a short time. Too much things for me to handle, the stress, it's just too much. And I totally hate what I'm going through. But people around me ain't helping, instead they're adding on to the stress. I hate everything. I hate what I'm going through. But tell me, who can understand? You only know how to add on to the troubles. I feel like I'm gonna explode anytime. Because all this is just too much. I can't take it anymore. I hope that you, you & you, will understand, and stop doing things that will eventually cause my stress to increase greater & greater. I feel that I'm totally rushing through everything in life at this moment. Exams, this & that. Someone save me? I know that sometimes I may not be someone good, I might not be able to understand what some of you are thinking or feeling. That's because there's just too much, too much things on my mind. How do I concentrate on so many things at the same time? Sometimes I feel that my mind just goes blank. Idk what I'm thinking or doing. This feeling, I can't explain. Cause I myself don't even know what's happening. I just hope that time will stop at a certain time where I'm always happy, and things would remain the same as they were. I realise that I need more time, & I should learn to take it easy.