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What Have I To Say?



Hello all. lol. I'm so sick of... School. -____- I think the teachers made me feel so sick. o: None of this would happen in primary school. I loved primary school. ;) W/e. Say so much also no use. -_- I can't rewind time. D:

About yesterday, I was totally pissed. Sorry if I've offended my group members. But I wanna tell you guys this. Eileen, your powerpoint totally sucks. You jump from slide to slide. For example, your slide is about exercise. Then you jump to consuming food stuffs, then jump back to exercise. I just couldn't stand the sight of the powerpoint. No pictures. ALL WORDS. So dull. Even the background was sucky. And some rubbish was included when it wasn't even needed at all. Why would you teach someone to do what stupid aerobaic or w/e stretching exercise when our main topic in on healthy lifestyle & mostly based on the info we get? I edited the whole thing alr. Presented it today. I guess if I haven't edited it. We might have got below 5. I know I sound cocky here. But seriously. It totally pissed me off. And I was trying to think of how to describe how the work was done. Sorry if anyone was offended.

Well firstly, Eileen somehow snatched my job of being the interviewer? Look. You told me that you'd give me the dates to interview. You said you needed time to get info & print the papers out. But what happened? You've already completed the damned interview and I was still in my own world waiting for your stupid stacks of paper. And then, I took your damned thumbdrive home, only to find out how the powerpoint looked like. Oh. How nice can you be? Help Chinteng their group do their powerpoint. Results? Chinteng told me it was like the same? -.-? You so nice dao hor, our group de report & reflection haven't do? Then help other people do? That day, you asked me to write SELF-REFLECTION on what we've done in this group & learnt through this project. I was stunned. Like wtf did I do? My interview job you snatch. What shit was there for me to do? Kio sai sibo? -'- Oh, never mind la. I've never felt like I was in your group also. Why bother? ;)

Then, I told Jowell that I've re-done all the slides. I said that we needed to have conclusion & the survey that other students had done, needed to be written in the slides. What fuck he told me? Ask me go redo, when my brother was using the com. Fuck you all la. And another one. Weihong. Gong dai dai. Everyday at there gan people. The only thing you know how to do is kp la hor. -.- I went online yesterday, & send Haresh & Chinteng my group's powerpoint. Fortunately I've good pals like them. They helped me to add on the slide on the survey. Thanks a lot eh guys. And back to what happened today.

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Didn't liked today also. Total crap. Went to parade square assemble. Sat for like 3 mins then they announce say go back class. -.- Then we were supposed to sing national anthem. Mr Tan come scold us say cannot hear we sing anything. Then he started to scold us, tell us that singing national anthem is basic respect for the country, etcetc. -.- He wanted us to sing again. Sing alr, he say he can't hear the girls sing. He want us to sing at parade square AFTER SCHOOL. Made me ganpua dulan siol.

Then we having IPW. Time to present our work. -.- I sat there to press the next slides. Weihong was reading. At first he didn't even want to read. We all kp him back then he read. Cause he did nothing I guess. -.- And he still dares to scold me for not bringing teh stupid file. -.-! After that, went on with lessons. Geography. Teacher didn't come. So I just did my History & some card for people, lol. Then was recess.

After that, back to class to assemble. It was Maths. Had another surprise test. -____- Oh. And I got back my test marks. 0/14 or 20. Kewl eh? LOL. I didn't know how to do at all. ): Then it was Science. ZZZ. Another test. Sure fail. I don't even know a thing since day one lah. -.- Followed by Chinese. Got back exam results. OMG DAMN LOUSY. I don't wanna say out the marks. ): But at least I beat SOME people. 8D Was doing corrections. Then Chengyao keep come disiao. He got scolded by teacher. Damn funny LOL.

Was having History remedial today. Siannnnn. We went to buy things to eat outside. Then had History remedial. Hais, sibei sian. ): 3.45pm, end. Jerome & Desmond come find us. Went to Plaza together. With Chin Teng. Ate at Mac. Hahas. After that, home. (:

続けて, 私を無視してください。
多分事〔物〕はちょうどこれのように集まらなければなりませんでした。

そして私は理解して, 世界は変わっていて, 皆が変わっています。
同様に私は変わっていますか?

全部が, 私が間にあって反応するために速やかに速く起こりすぎすぎています。

私時間が巻き戻す希望。
私は過去の数週間そうだったのと同じほど幸福なままでいたいです。
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私の周りの人々が私をすっかり具合が悪くしています。
私は、新しい環境&私が分かる新しい顔〔表面〕が好きではありません。
Hypocrites, 裏切り者, 他の何か?

戻って私は過去を逃して, それらが欲しい。
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私は, その皆が知るわけでない他の誰かであるために回っていますか?
私はなぜ全く何も感じませんか?
私の心は常にうつろです。
私は何をしているか知りません。
ただ何が私で具合が悪いですか?
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私は, 起こった全部で疲れさせられるように感じます。
私は, 単に全部が同じのままでいることを望んでいます。
私は, 単に皆が幸福であることを望んでいます。
それと同じほどシンプルです。

いやはや, 私が叫ぶには, 泣いてください。
おお, 私の愛, 「さようなら」と言ってください。











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