Recently, I have SO many things to whine and complain about. And there's so much things going on my mind. I. Am. STRESSED.

AND I HOPE YOU GUYS READ THIS.

My father just accused me for things I HAVE NOT DONE. And my father said my brother's friend told him everything. Say what, I stead with Malcolm or whoever it is. Malcolm? HELLO? He always disturbs me. And my father screams at me for this and that, accusing me of such stupid things. He'd rather trust someone else than me. Oh. Ok. Go ahead. CAUSE I DON'T CARE. And I screamed so much at him till I'm having sore throat now. And am in a bad mood now. Very bad. Plus you know. I hate life and there's no point in living. I wish to end everything. Nowadays. I seriously have no mood for anything. I have no appetite to eat. Especially after I come home. And now, I realise, that home, is just a place for me to stay, to eat. No love. No nothing. And I have enough.

To Tony: Hey, I hope you understand. I seriously not your type of girl, even though you told me lots of times you like me and want to be with me. You said you like my personality and you told me this "Everytime I see you, I just think this way "OMFG. HOT CHIO BU" I guess you like me just because of my looks or something? And sorry, for every sentence you say, I could only reply lol. Am speechless. Cause I don't even know you that well. You told me lots of things, like I'm your one and only, you'd go for me, I'm your type of girl all that. Honeyed words? I don't know. But I hope you will think. And I wanna repeat, I'm not your type of girl. I'm sorry if I hurt you, ok.
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1. What's wrong with having friends that are boys?
Seriously. Whenever I say want go out with friends that are boys, my parents would think all sorts of crap. Please lah. Go out with boy 100% is boyfriend is it? Don't so selfish can? Everywhere I go, everything I do, you would definitely ask me, "Boy or girl?" ... I can only make friends that are girls is it? One boy also cannot? Will die? Can you all please just think for me? Know what's unfair? I walk with boy. You all think is boyfriend. Even Mrs Soh. I hang out with boys, you all say I like to go out with boys. Seriously. How selfish can you all be? Do you like to be accused for things you have not done? Do you all have common sense. What's the little lump of thing inside our skull for? Oh wait. Do you even know what it is? It's called BRAIN. For you to THINK. Wisen up please. Yes. One of your excuses are -- Your worried something might happen to me. Then answer me this. Why are there even couples at young age? Can you just think for me? Don't get the point, that going out with boys, are NORMAL? NORMAL get it? -.-

2. School. Enough of this shit.
Can't you get it? I AM INNOCENT. Can't you see I have not done any of these things? I am seriously trying my best now to change already. You just don't see it. Enough of everything.

3. Where are my freedom?
Saturdays & Sundays, everyone's free to go out. While me, stuck at home like I'm in prison. You always refuse to let me go out. Excuse: Afraid something might happen to me. SAME OLD EXCUSE. So I'm supposed to stay at home forever till I'm about 20? While my brother goes out EVERYDAY, and I seriously mean EVERYDAY. No, no. Don't tell me it's for my own good. Cause I'm GOD DAMN SICK OF YOU ALL TELLING ME IT'S FOR MY OWN GOOD. Crap. -.- No boyfriends. No friends that are boys. No going out. No staying overnight. No coming home late. No complains from school. Everything's a no. NO. NO. About boyfriends. I wanna tell you that. I am human too. A human with feelings. Please understand. I can like someone too. And I really am not stupid to let people take advantage of me or etc. Nvm. -.-

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School. Today. Was. Hell. Boring. -.-

Played games in MSN yesterday with Teelin. Lose must get pinched. Lmao. And I lost like more than 20 times. -.- And in school. Got pinched by him so many times. Lmao. No. Don't start accusing me of stupid things again. WE ARE FRIENDS.

Morning. Went school. Saw Kirby while walking. lol he walked very fast. And said I walked very slowly. D: Had lessons. Recess. Went up to assemble. Was about to go back to class. And Miss Neo wants to see me. And finally. She just told me that I did not went for detention yesterday and tell me to attend detention for next week. -.-

By the time I went back, History had ended. Good. Then had English. English ended. Waited for Teelin. Waited for him to eat finish. Then went home.