Feeling really very sad now... Really, really very sad...

Seriously... Hais. First time saw him cry. Just don't get it... Why you people wanna do this... I feel that my life is being controlled by you all.

I just wanna run away, to somewhere far, where there'll only be you&me, no one would be there. I wanna live my life freely. But it seems like... Everything's a no. It's unfair, you know?

You can do this & that. While me? Stuck at home like I'm being jailed. You can go out till late, you can smoke, you can have tattoo, you can skip school, you can have girlfriend, you can do ANYTHING you want. But have you think of me? Ya shit you all.

You told me not to have a boyfriend.... Afraid that I'll be taken advantage of. Ohhhhhhhh, how great can you guys be? For my own good..... But do you notice that I am too, human? Thought of my feelings? Thought of how I feel? You only care I will be taken advantage of? Well, never mind.

Someday, I'll just run away, far from this house. And I hope I will never be back........... To see you guys...... Controlling my life.... Goodbye.