Ahaha! Today no school! But tomorrow got. So sianxz. Hai! Today so sian. Woke up at 11 plus. Force myself to wake up. Scared my brother come back home jiu cannot play le. Blogged, talked in Msn. BORED! ): Heard my hamsters screaming & screaming. They were fighting with each other. GAHHHHH! Ok lo, today nothing much happened. Watched Sun Wu Kong with brother & his girlfriend since 1 plus till now. Lols. Okay, that's it.

I remember, the first time we met.
You & your friends came to my school as passers-by,
Walking around, disturbing other people.
You looked scary, with your gangster friends.
You said " Hi " to me, with your scary friends.
You walked away, & came back at last.
You dare your friends to ask for my number, & you've got it.
You contact me & we spent happy times chatting together.
You told me that you fell in love with me.
I guess I did too.
But your friend, who also has my number said he liked me too.
It was a tough decision, as to who to say I Love You to.
Your friend asked me to be his girlfriend, but I just kept quiet.
Because I'm waiting for you to ask me to be yours.
We met up, together with your friends.
We looked at each other, with shy faces.
Went to Novena, sat down & have a chat.
Your friend was like closer to me.
He sat together with me on the bus,
Lent me his cargidan when he knew that I was cold,
& even asked other people to give him the roses which he had & gave it to me.
I felt so touched then, but also disappointed at the same time.
Because you just sat there watching.
But I think you felt sad too.
Because he & I were playing games, chatting happily, writing letters.
He even brought me to the MRT when I had to go home.
I can see you looked sad.
You told me that you were sad too, because you were afraid that I'd be his.
But one day, you told me that he was a flirt.
At that time, I felt sad & decided to accept you.
We were happy at that time.
I missed the times when we were together.
You hugged me when it was raining so heavily,
You held the umbrella & me under your arms when we were walking.
Because I couldn't meet up with you or go out everytime, you suggested we broke up.
I felt really sad, but I was sorry too, for not being able to be there for you.
After a while, we didn't contact each other.
You smsed me first, & told me that you wanted a patch. I accepted you.
But I didn't felt happy like in the past.
You didn't treat me that good.
But I understand, because you had to work.
You said you had to work, because you had no money.
As you were in the Lion Dance Troupe, I can understand how busy you are.
But it's like as if you didn't want to care for me at all.
Sometimes when I called you, you would give me attitude.
I couldn't stand it anymore, & suggested a break up.
Again, we didn't contact.
But after some time, you smsed me again.
You told me you wanted to patch & that you still liked me.
You said that you were afraid you would disturb me.
As you thought that I had stead. But I don't have any.
You wanted me to accept you, but I couldn't.
There were reasons why I couldn't. You felt sad.
I am too, but I can't do anything.
You said that you'd wait for me to accept you.
Although I didn't really liked your attitude, but I still told myself to look on the bright side.
But soon after, you didn't smsed me. Like you always do. I didn't too.
But I'm looking forward to the day that I'll see your message again.
I miss those happy moments...